The feeling of isolation in the midst of 400+ people seems strange and yet is it really. The 400 people I'm here with are from so many different walks of life, cultures, backgrounds that that in itself leads to isolation. Throw in that the microcosms of prison really is a reflection of what the outside world is all about. The ethnic issues and prejudices that are somewhat an undercurrent outside seem to be amplified inside, the groups just seem to gravitate to one another naturally. I understand this and realize it's all about comfort zones and like minded people. Throw all of that in with the fact that we are in prison away from our families and regular lives, a sort of fish out of water, it seems to me that the falling of isolation is a common one. many of the guys don't seem to be affected, but many are. I see it in the way many of us interact and the many of us don't interact. many guys sleep away their days, many guys cling to groups, many guys stay alone and don't fraternize. Who's to say what's the right way to go and I can only say that I try and stay positive and focused on making my time in here a productive one. yet there is certainly times when it all does get to me and I do feel isolated. This seems to be an excellent vehicle for me to get out of that rut and back on track, so I'm thankful I have it.
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Good to hear you are getting support . Celebrate the halfway journey as of Tuesday. Downhill is usually easier than uphill. Keep in good shape and all we be well. Looking forward to seeing you soon!
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